I am an orphan,maybe some family doesn't like girl,or some young lovers can't afford me.So i was deserted.
He was assigned to work in programming department at that time.When he came from countryside and passed the city station he saw me,a pretty and calm baby girl,surrounded by a group of people.he said when I saw his face at that time ,I gave him a sweet beautiful smile.so he adopted me and gave me a beautiful name:Yaoyao.
His life is very deplorable.His parents worked abroad and when they came back to motherland ,they couldn't escape that Culture revolution and were persecuted .He himself was forced to work in countryside and had to end relationship with his beloved girl.When he adopted me ,he was already 35 and finally government assigned him the present job.
With him my childhood is happy time except one thing.When i was in elementary school many children called me bastard.One day he saw me crying and asked me about that.Then next day he picked me up from school and told those children i am not bastard.piquant children were scared by his attitude.but someone also said :"she is not your child,so she is bastard"he answered:"ya she is not my own daughter but i treated her as my daughter.Look,her clothes ,her bag and shoes are the most beautiful among yours and every morning she has milk and bread as breakfast."Then all children were frustrating.Everytime i think of these ,i would laugh.
He is a handsome gentleman,always treats others so well.ceaselessly,some good women wanted to be part of his life.I still remember when I was 8,he met a teacher who is pretty and capable.But i don't like her,seems her smile is not truely.In front him,she treated me so well but when we were alone,her sweet smiles disappared.One day i was reading on balcony,she came and asked me:"your parents never come to see you?"I didn't know how to answer,then she teased:"what a goofy girl,no wonder ur parents abandened you"At that time tears filled my eyes.Then i saw him came and looks on face was not pleasant.He left balcony with me.
Then the teacher never came.His good friend asked him,why .He said the woman is not kind-hearted ,if he married her,I would not live happily.His friend sighed:"you can never forget Ye Lan"I remembered the name well in hear,Ye Lan is his ex gf.
Then i went to colleage ,only came back at weekend.He asked me whether i have bf.I smiled and think of those young guys.They are too young to have that calm quality,always can't wait to show others their advantages,I have no special feeling for them.When I was 20,he sent me one ring as gift and said girls need some jewelry to wear .We went shopping together and he always bought me my favorit things.
When i came back to university,i felt others always gossiped about me.I didn't care since i know my special background.One day my good gf asked me whether i had an old bf.I felt strange.She said many classmate saw he and I shopping ,so intimate.No wonder i don't like those young guys.I understood and said they made mistake.
But after that i can't calm down for a long time.
Then he was very happy for a long time just like when i know i can go to university .One day i asked him whether someone introduced him gf.He laughed and said ::"i am an old man now ,how come someon introduce a gf for me?Just got in touch with an old friend.You can call her Aunt Ye"
I realized that she must be Yelan.
One weekend he called me and asked to come home early and join them to have a dinner.
I saw Ye lan ,she is a elegant and beautiful than women at her age.However,standing beside he,she also seems old.She is very kind and treated me so well.
On the way back home.He said,Yelan's hunband passed aways several years ago and finally they got contact information.They both still had feelings,if no problem came out ,they would get marrid.
Hearing this ,i felt so cold then caught pneumonia.But i didn't skip class and finally fainted on desk .
When i came off ,i was already in hospital and he sitted beside me.He scolded me about carelessness,i smiled and said if illness wants to hit me ,i can never escape.
He acccompanied me one week in hospital and after i went home,we both were fleshless.At home i can hear he anserwing Yelan's phone:"Yaoyao is not recovered,i have to accompany her"If illness can make him be my side,i 'd rather be sick forever.
He slept on sofa near to my room,at night if i make some noise he would come to see whether i am ok.yelan came to visit me with flowers and fruits.She cooks well but i only eat a little.
I had a dream finally they got married and they were both young.Yelan is a sweet birde in white wedding dress,and i ,thought so tall ,acted as bouquet gril.He was very pleasant ,always smiled,but never see me.Suddenly i woke up and tears came down.Then he felt sth,and came to my bed,what did you dream,Yaoyao?God,cried so heavily.I pretended to sleep,but tears still fell down.He try to wipe my tears but failed and sighed .
He told me not to live in dormitory since the aire is not fresh.And he send me to class everyday.My face againgst his back,always so cold.i know my tears wetted his shirt.
During a long time i never seen Yelan came.after long time i can confirm that Yelan will not marry him .
Then i graduated and have a job.
We two lived a calm but happy life.I think if i can't say sth,then keep the present life is ok.
But god forbid my happiness.One day he fainted on working ground.Doctor detected it is cancer,last period.I was so sad but still asked doctor how many days left for him. One year.
He came back with me.We hired a girl to attend him during daytime and i will do the job when i finish job.He always smiled and said ,u should be with a boyfriend now ,but i spoiled it.I answered,i have not have such idea yet.
Everynight we would have a walk .He is still handsome and freshness.But i know time flies.I Can only cover my sadniess.
He always stayed at study and make those design.I like sitting beside him and reading.Sometimes we would play card or chess
.I helped him to put files away.He has some files never allow me to touch.One day i was so curious and finally had a look.It is a thick diary ."Yaoao growed two new tooth ,when i picked her up,she rushed into my arm.....""Tody Yaoyao is 10 ,and she made a wish,hope me to be young forever.I am happy,she can always makes me happy...""today is Yaoao's first day to college,she did those register all by herself,suddenly i realized she is a grow up now,she is a beautiful young lady now...""My friend told me about Yelan,we met each other,but the old feelings gone,she is old now,though still elegant.i can see she still has feeling for me...""Yaoyaoo got illness and called my name when she is narcomatous.When she is awaken ,she can only shed tears,i was shocked ,never realized marriage with Yelan would affect her so much..""Everytime i sent Yaoyao to attend class,i felt back is wet,god,she crys too much""I only have one year left,but nothing regretful,i only hope one good boy can take care of her...
Tears filled eyes again,he knows about me,about my feeling.Several days later the diary wass gone,i knew he destroyed it,he didn't want me to know,but he didn't knwo that i already got to know everything.
He finally left me .Before that he seized my hands and said ,i really hope one good boy can give you the wedding ring.I smiled,he forgot that when i was 20 he already bought me the ring.
There is a letter he left to me"Yaoyao,i will live in another world happilly,you can miss me,but don't do it everytime,hope you can find you own happy life.- your uncle"
I didn't cry a lot.At night i can still hear he asked me to be careful.
One day i was cleaning his room and found one pot ,it is very simple,though a lot dust cover it.I clean it and saw a Chinese poem on it.The main meaning is like this:When i was born,you have not come to the world,when you are born,i am already an old man.If only we are at the same age,then we can be the happiest couple in the world.